Monday, February 9, 2015

Overwhelmed ramblings

I am overwhelmed and a bit less disorganized.

I am currently working from home (but still not making enough money to actually thrive), trying to find a decent paying remote job(s) since I'm homeschooling Leilani, while I'm planning things for the year ahead and planning my life for at least the next month, and trying to find time for MYSELF in the middle of it all (tries to catch breath).

I'm doing a lot and having no breaks is really hard.

Most  ALL of my baby sitting team has either moved, is going to college now, or can not watch Leilani for me ever because they're working and going to school.

I have so many things I want to do, so many things I'm doing, and trying to find some sort of possible middle ground with them all, which shouldn't be hard because they're not that different, but it's just NO WORKING.

Not to mention it WONT STOP SNOWING or being 15 degrees outside and I'm kind of getting sick of going to the same museums every other day.

I think I need a nap.